Prélude

everything has a start

underneath my skin

explore beyond the seeming

i wish x 3

somehow i know they will never come true

my bucket list

before i kick the bucket...

a jubilant day! =D
attended salina's wedding!
it was the usual malay wedding at the void deck.
she was so feminine in that dress!
didn't really eat cuz not used to the food.

was a rather nostalgic one in the late evening when i met up with sean and talked alot about our secondary times. the food sux though. =( salty like a salt-soaked chicken chunk. should've ordered the usual fish n chips eh? services there really sux isn't it sean? argh!

you'll get very thirsty when you meet up with your good fren cuz you 2 would be engaged in a ceaseless chat like there's no tomorrow. yeah i was dying to quench my thirst haha!

literally roamed vivo like a zombie.
yet couldn't find my desired bag and waistcoat. damnit!
went to daiso and grabbed some utensils before we headed home.

oh yes i wanna dedicate this post to a forever retarded bigot fren of mine who just came back from aus. MOHAN! i miss him. bickered over the phone. my favourite pet. :x

one last gathering tomorrow before i flew off. royston i've got the scoring board ready! 6 points! 0 point balik kampung! haha!





can you believe i fainted yesterday?
and no one spotted me!

i got up real early, like 7 plus in the morning. decided to get a bottle of herbal tea nearby cuz i had a bad sore throat. however after my shower i started to have dizzy spells. the next moment i woke up and found myself lying on the bed. i lost consciousness! when i looked up i saw the time was already 12 plus! so many hours had passed by! and i discovered myself having an acute headache. i could barely walk. i was bedridden the whole day.

in the late evening when i got better, i reached for my phone and it displayed 28 missed calls. 12 messages. then i recalled i gotta meet terenz n gang to have a party on justin's yacht! they celebrate xmas in advance for me cuz i'm flying off on monday evening but i let them down. luckily they're understanding. really sorry guyz. really sorry. =(

went to consult the doctor. he diagnosed me having high possibility of migraine or tension headache. he prescribed me the medicine for migraine and if the condition remains stagnant then he has to arrange an x-ray session for me. he also advised me not to stare at the monitor for too long. should i continue in IT field?

this morning i felt better. the medicine really works! many activities waiting for me today. gotta go!





damnit.
the whole house was filled with his rantings.
what's the big deal man? he's so into that retard.
how i wish i can stuck the earpiece on and rocks away.
nah i haven't got the mood yet..

omg kimchis again.
sweet god i just watched once. need you punish me with so many of 'em?
where have all my dim sum pau & siu mai gone?

do you know that from now on you can travel freely within eu countries & former communist states like romania, lithuania, slovenia & nia nia nia all the way to portugal? well not entitled to terrorists yet. these nation joined the eu's border-free zone and this move is claimed to boost business & tourism. well i say crime rate and rapism too. :p joking!

see how united the europeans are. capitalists, democrats, communists.
try waving japanese flag as you run around tiananmen square. or shout at malaysian PM 'we have water from sewage who wants yours?'. sigh
we really need a break.

poor whales.
always aimed by the japanese fishermen.
the japanese government had just announced they're gonna reduce killin' 'em.
actually whales are gentle mammals.
they taste nice though. :x ok i just ate once.


a whale practising for the audition of 'free willy'.

soon. very soon.





Behind the glamour and fame of pop celebrities, tell me what do you see? Well this video tells me that their fame is more important than a human being..

This Korean girl band was participating in a live variety show on SBS, a Korean national broadcasting station. In the midst of their performance a back-up dancer collapsed and was apparently gasping for breathe with her hands hung up. Sadly no one seemed to help her, the performers just went on dancing and singing. Till another kind-hearted back-up dancer from a far-away position went forward to help her up out of comapassion I reckon.. In the end the stage crew emerged and pulled her to the backstage like a sack of potatoes.

If you look carefully they had noticed her. Their steps were irregular as they avoided stepping her. They turned back and saw her. But they left the girl dejectedly twitching on the ground. I believe that they must had rehearsed in a group before. They should've known each other well. However when one of their team-mates needed help not a single soul assisted her, someone who used to train and practise with them.

From the singers' face I seem to see, "It's a rare opportunity for us to perform on national tv. What's that bitch doing down there? Get up!"

Unlike Singapore, there're many new celebrities popping out everywhere in Korea. After successful surgeries I emphasize. You can never spot a same artist in more than 5 dramas or in the pop industry more than 5 years. Elimination and competition are mounting every now and then. So once they got a chance to perform on national tv nothing can stop them, they will go all out.

It was later ratified that the shimmering lightings had triggered the epileptic seizure. She allegedly clasped her hands to her eyes as she falls. The girl band was also criticized and stressed for their ignorance of this incident but these plastic-surgery-peverted-bitches denied those accuses..

i dun think the audiences were cheering for the girl band.. they were beckoning at them to be aware of the situation.

i tink they might not want their fans to know they're lip-synching. so they couldn't stop. or else everything would be divulged. but no matter what a life is undeniably more important than anything else. Therefore I wanna praise that dancer who went to rescue with admiration.

When i hear the opening a chill ran down my spine.. Heartless melody.. The scene when people gathered to drag the girl to the backstage was accompanied by the climax chrous. It's like a play. A play that revealed the true self of human beings.

Sad..



oh yeah, today when i fell, there were people who went ahead to help me up, there were also people who watched me clumsily struggled my way up. this video made me emotionally overwhelmed..





aching all over..
especially my head..
aftermath of the fall? killin' me softly.

next few days gotta entertain my frenz like a bar-girl..
"Mr Wong long time no see! Hurry up drink drink! I take off one piece for one empty glass! ahahaha!"

tentatively would be zhenwei, sean & gang @ vivo.. the crazy ones.. ;)
terenz, chloe, justin & gang on yacht.. the trendy ones.. XD
royston, weixin, aaron @ marina.. the fit ones.. =p
salina's wedding.. the memorable one.. ^^

please do not give me too many to-buy-list cuz things in paris are seriously expensive and euro rate is inflating!! gulp!

ミキ、あの日が来るよ。。





Bingo! I FELL DOWN!!
I could actually foretell the unhappened.. It's amazing isn't it? Click here

the floor's fucking slippery! the workers wash their woks and food over there like nobody's business!
i gotta run some errands so i passed by and tada! i slipped.. i was reeked of chicken stench and oil-stained all over my body! kinda hurt my head and back.. there goes my Raoul shirt and pants..
thanks to one of the workers who helped me up.. if not i'd really lie there and feigned dead..

luckily i managed to get a half-day off.. goodness gracious.
gotta alleviate the tremor from the fall now.. ciao!





my mood got worse when i saw this video..



can anyone tell me what is the lady in orange doing for crying out loud? she almost fell man.. *head buried in my hands*

"Shouting at you not be crazy, but you wanna be crazy. The pants is crazy till there're lotsa holes. I say help you to mend it. You purposely want to keep it so that wind can pass through.

Just follow me when I ask you to follow. So you follow me to the hotel. There's a bed situated upstairs. Drilling into the blanket doing dragon light."

according to yahoo china the band is known as "龌龊山歌三人组" which means "The dirty moutain-folksongs trio"..
tatz all i dun wanna talk much..





wicked.
but not to the extent of abhorrent..

frenz i'm fine.. juz some stupid things that really troubled me.. their minds are definitely not right..

after khiajong i found another same month same day bro.. and both of them were from sp.. tell me isn't it miraculous??

currently i'm crazy with a number of songs.. other than the one i mentioned last night, there're also Tattoo by Jordin Sparks and Bubbly by Colbie Caillat.. divas..

so much for my sad yet happy day! =]





first day of disaster..

re-population.. Great Shifting.. new faces.. neglection.. depriving of belongings.. faked bitter smile.. when will it end? it will never succeed.. sigh





finally got my first box of donuts.. 12 of 'em in total man! haha!
u guyz must be wonderin' why had i bought it today when i said i wanna buy it yesterday.. well this is a kinda unintelligible and concurrently frequent sickness called 'lazy'.. giggles
Today we simply call it 'piece-of-shit'. =D

ok i was pissing around with oscar and i gotta watch the saturday night variety shows alright? so preoccupied with my life eh? erm... *looking around*
yeah and terenz bought 2 boxes.. 24 in total!! he said he has more people in his family.. wait a minute he only has one more sibling than me.. well... SHIT U!!

Anyway Simple Plan's new singles When I'm Gone rox.. The whole song is so cool.. I love it when they go:

Woah! No, we're not gonna waste another moment in this town.
Woah! And we won't come back your world is calling out.
Woah! We'll leave the past in the past gonna find the future.
If misery loves company well,
So long, you'll miss me when I'm gone.

The video is so funny it got me laughing till the end of it.. Pierre Bouvier is like everywhere.. check it out!

another weekend ended.. tomorrow seems like a catastrophe.. =( *sigh*
Another day.. Another casualty..





had been missing out lotsa stuff..
my timetable is like a crumpled piece of yellow-stained paper lying around the corner of my room accumulating dust.. i only get to see it when i do spring-cleaning..
oh yes speaking of spring-cleaning.. i gotta start cleaning out my room before i flew off.. the newly-bought sofa sheet's there just in time.. the anticipating festives are coming.. yuletide.. 2008.. ns enlistment.. chinese new yr..

didnt know that salina actually watches kimchis.. well she made it clear that she depended heavily on the subtitles.. haha! she'll be taking a 1 week leave to prepare for her wedding.. yeah i'm gonna miss all the laughter..

i really hate to do meaningless things.. the feeling is like holding on to a rope that got me 10-feet off the ground.. i could just let go and all the trauma would come to an end.. dare me to do it..

met terenz & justin yesterday after work.. haven't seen justin for a long time.. your hair is still very messy dude.. took a bite at LJ before terenz & me headed home.. really sorry for not able to celebrate xmas with u guyz but u know i got a date.. pardon moi! :x

gonna grab some donuts at eastwood later..
donut franchises are emerging everywhere.. they are no longer who they are.. sugar & chocolate are out-dated..
i remember my first encounter with them was with zhenwei & the rest at chijmes.. second time was at sheila's house.. third time at MK..
dun get blurred at wat i'm trying to describe.. yes it's still donut..

i can sense you nearing..





richie was really jovial to get his new job.. he couldn't believe that he would get employed so easily..

firstly the wage is not that low..
secondly the working hours are not that long..
gladly the travelling distance is not that far..
supposedly the job scope is not that tiring.. (cuz all he gotta do is some IT stuff like revamping of the company's website)
seemingly the working environment is not that bad.. (well except for the greasy floor, the never-flushable toilet and the forever-leaking sink)
so why not..?
but sadly things turned out kinda queer that really irked him..

p.s. all he gotta do is IT..

ok here it goes.. sit back and relax.. ermm some sad music please..

Colleague A: Help me to do some Accounting.. Calculate the hours of each individual worker had worked for the whole year.. Just try lah..
Richie: Orh..

Colleague B: Fetch me a box of photo albums from the store room.. Do you know how to get there? Just try lah..
Richie: Orh..

Colleague C: Sort the invoices in this file according to the date.. Not very hard right? Just try lah..
Richie: Orh..

Colleague D: Pick up phonecalls and attend to the customers.. Write down their orders and generate a invoice.. Just try lah..
Richie: Orh.. -_-

Colleague E: We have a 100 persons buffet this afternoon but the chefs are all on leave.. Can you take over the kitchen and fry me some fried rice? Just try lah..
Richie: Orh.. *sobz*

Colleague F: The toilet bowl exploded and the shit had accumulated to my knee level! Help me go clean it.. Just try lah..
Richie: ...

Colleagues ABCDEF: Eh you dun die leh! You just got your pay yesterday hor!!

The follwing peeview has been assproved for immature audiences only. Basically anyone below 100 years of age can understand how excruciating the author is.

childhood occurrences can whirl one's mind.. just like fragments being reinstated into a monochrome film and aired in a theatre with you as the only audience.. especially when triggered by an unexpected or unintentional remembrance of the past..

my dad mentioned that he just got back from blk 85 in bedok.. and tick! it arouse me to recall that incident.. it was so ambiguous i couldn't figure out how old was i then.. my dad was joining a long queue to buy our supper from a noodle stall in the blk 85 marketplace.. few stalls away was a minced-meat noodle stall managed by an old couple.. however no one frequented them.. such an apparent yet sad disparity between the 2 stalls.. the old lady looked kinda frail.. she continuosly asked me and my dad if we wanna buy her noodle.. but i dunno.. perhaps i was too young.. i didn't have a single cent then to buy from her.. i remembered i watched her dazed as i didn't know what to say.. but deep in my heart i really wanna go forward and say, "ok give me a packet then." guess the stall and the old couple are no longer there.. sigh

dun ever offend a telephone operator cuz putting you on hold might denote @#$%&*..

the more you know the more work u gotta do..

didn't really had a nice weekend.. was a rather stupefying one.. really sorry for turning down but i really couldn't oblige with that.. i'm willing to help in any way other than that.. look i didn't mean to be skeptical in wat you've said but you can't expect me to build trust in the air.. it was a kind attempt though.. was sunken in deep thoughts on the journey home.. i was contemplating.. why you? it's good to know that you stood afirm and wouldn't yield to external influences.. well if that's wat u wanna acheive then i shan't interfere.. i know you'll allow no one to hinder you from attaining your goals right? good luck!

down with running nose and slight headache.. catch my nose for me anyone? yesterday i intended to grab the panadol cold relief from the supermarket.. right before the cashier i remembered reminding myself to ask the lady to fetch me the medicine that was shelved behind her.. in the end i headed home with bags filled with finger food & beverages without the remedy for my "over-athletic" nose.. really gave in to the absent-minded me.. arghh!

the urge to read up on the IRA whetted me when i was listening to the track Zombie by The Cranberries.. The IRA (Irish Republican Army) is a terrorist-alike military force banded in Northern Ireland to overturn the British rule and pursue a re-unification with The Republic of Ireland.. All these years avertible violences like the Bloody Sunday or Easter Rising took place in turns and many innocent lives were lost.. if only there were no cultural and religious differences between this two nation..

my phone was finally "unchained" and "unsealed" for good.. haha

had been failing to meet up with my friends.. really sorry cuz i was too tired and tied down with my work.. will definitely make up for that..

so much for today..

You're so good to me baby..

The main point that i wanna talk about today is.. POINT!!

since all the superiors are not in the office.. so why not? kekekez

wanna share somethin' scary.. last night i was listening to my mp3.. the play mode was switched to the tuner by itself out of a sudden.. i was frozed man.. there're several steps before tuning in to the radio when listening music from the mp3 right? so it's impossible that i did it myself accidentally.. i kept telling myself probably the mp3 turned faulty after so many years of service.. *cross finger*

i encounter wierd happenings ocassionally.. i wonder were they illusion?

once i was awakened from my nap, cuz i sorta felt someone blew air onto my face.. but i was facing the wall and no one was in the room.. i could even hear the whoooo...
one morning i woke up, like 6 in the morning, and i wasn't wearing my specs.. i saw a white figure sprinting past the road that my house was facing.. it was kinda glowing.. i dozed off again after that..
few years ago i came home after paying respect to my deceased relatives.. during nightfall when i came out from the bathroom, i vaguely saw a white figure sitting on the sofa in the living room.. i led out a scream.. that thing kinda stood up and disappeared into the air.. ermmm my dead granny used to sit there... ok enough..

damn it royston since when your abs were divided into different department! haha cya again next week dude..

u were always angered whenever my mind wanders off.. well i was thinking of you..

life is gettin' miserable.. doing things i ought not do.. luckily basic accounting & microsoft excel is considered manageable to me.. *stare*
well then i shall make use of working time to blog.. an eye for an eye!
wait till photoshop arrives i'll show my TALENTS.. :p

greetings from simple-minded people seem more wholeheartedly than those who are highly educated or ranked.. at least i know that they dun have any motives or up to no good in their sleeves.. they juz wanna express their friendliness to you.. really appreciated that.. :]

received salina's wedding inivitation.. happy for her!

meeting royston later for a game and sauna session.. haven't met for a long time.. gonna sweat it out man.. what sorta game? watch Australian Open or Wimbledon u'll know.. *grinz*

migraine is killin' me.. why would the aching only focus on the left side? cant they balance themselves? they need a discussion seriously..

oh yes.. the kimchi taste nice this time.. will be watching till the end.. this kimchi is kinda different from other kimchis.. i used to think that kimchi always have those crying scenes..

"oppa u dun remember me anymore? hurrrrr" *switch to other channels instantly*
"oppa u finally regained your memory! hurrrrr" *switch to other channels again*
"oppa it's not that i dun love you but i'm dying of colon cancer! hurrrrr" *dump the tv off the window*

will post some info about this kimchi i'm currently watching when it ends.. at least show some credits to them..

will be reporting to MK tomorrow.. i miss my free breakfast & lunch!! hope i could make it to their year-end buffet dinner.. slurp!

sorry for not turning up matt.. i was really exhausted and tight-up with my schedules.. *please ignore my schedules below :x* will compensate for that aight?

showering oscar later.. eeek you stink!!

an early post for today.. cuz it's saturday.. a weekend.. yes! it was until recent years i realised the importance of weekends.. looks like for the rest of my life i'm gonna stucked with this feeling..

therefore i wanna make good use of today to do meaningful things and make ammendments to oscar.. i'm really sorry for the neglecting all these days..

let me share with you guyz my schedule for today and tomorrow!

Saturday 9am-11pm TV
Sunday 9am-11pm TV

well...

hyde park corner

tell them what you heard

nightmares

don't look back in anger

les garçons et filles

(boys & girls)

the great escape

gasp some fresh air

fondest of all

let it flow let it flow

épilogue

everything has an end too