Prélude

everything has a start

underneath my skin

explore beyond the seeming

i wish x 3

somehow i know they will never come true

my bucket list

before i kick the bucket...

the wavering images on the tv when the signal is low are like creatures adjusting themselves to their correct forms before they climb out to devour me, and when i looked out of the window i see an uncoloured space, like an abstract idea..






jan - blushing in bkk


feb - anticipating in athens


mar - ueno sensation


apr - alliance français





sa wat dee khap.. bye bye khap.. (^_^) 12:42AM





today is the day. breathtaking!







Listening to ipod on shuffle's like.. sprinting across an open field in a cool drizzling morning.. and a breath of fresh air pervades your nostril! Alas! A desperate simulation of how my life deserves to be..

ok it's not very auspicious to start the first post of the year with such emo stuffs..
i'm happy.
i'm happy.
i'm happy.
i'm happy.
i'm happy.
i'm happy.
i'm happy.
i'm happy.
i'm happy.
i'm happy.
i'm happy.
i'm happy.
......

i'm not happy.. ]:





Desr God,

2009 is coming to an end, finally.. It has been an eventful year. I fell badly and plunged deep into the bottom of the sea, like an old sunken ship, traversing through the deserted and desolate bottomless water, to become part of the God-knows-who citizens residing underneath. Father Your abounding lovingkindness & blessings tell me that there is always a turning point for me, and I believe in it. In fact i haven't really emerged yet, 3 more weeks to go, heez.. >.<

You love me so much, You never like seeing me being complacent and start wasting my life away. You put me through obstacles, and every hurdle i've crossed i know i'm a step nearer to Your embrace. You never like showing me what's at the end of the path you're leading me to, You wanna put my faith and endurance to their straining limits.

"Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me." (PSALMS 23:4)

Father if You can hear me, take me away from the evil, let me follow You through the path of righteousness! Take whatever's left of me, and sanctify it, let me bring glory to Your name. Like how You sent your one & only beloved son Jesus Christ, the Messiah, to earth, and bore our sins & sickness on the cross. His broken body & blood have washed away all our sins, therefore there is no more condemnation amongst us. We leave the judgment to You, for the wicked shall be rewarded as we see.

"Because he holds fast to Me in love, I will deliver him; I will protect him, because he knows My name. When he calls to Me, I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble; I will rescue him and honor him. With long life I will satisfy him and show him My salvation." (PSALMS 91:14-16)

The coming year is gonna be a good year, cuz my God is an awesome God! All praise & glory to You and Your son Jesus, for the finished work, we live for eternity! Father please fulfil the wishes I made at the xmas special service, I know You can hear me! Bless me & my family, let happiness imbue this cosy big house! [: Let me excel in my A! Let angie excel in her realm of life science studies too!

For all the great things You've done, for the continual flowing of Your amazing grace & salvation, I say proudly Amen!

我要快樂 我要能睡得安穩 哪怕笑得再大聲

after everything, i believe i'll see the heaven. everything turns out good, happiness awaits me, because my God is an AWESOME God! Hallelujah!







i wanna go home..





all good things come to an end.. [:





He's fought and he's fallen
He's on his knees before he's on his feet
A sinister romantic
Oh, he's about to be and she's about to see

Teachin' torches to burn bright
She's hanging on the cheek of night
A snowy dove trooping with crows
He never saw true beauty till tonight

CHORUS:
She'll take him to the brink of deliverance
Show him that much
Oh, don't you know it x 2
So he falls in love to feel that he's falling
She'll let him know his heart
Oh, don't you know it x 2
That's Shakespeare in love

He's fought and he's fallen
He's on his knees before he's on his feet
A glittery romantic
Oh, he's about to be and she's about to see

His bounty's boundless like the sea
His love is endless, just as deep
The more he gives the more he has
`Cause both of them are truly infinite

CHORUS

That's Shakespeare in love

A sinister romantic
He's on his knees before he's on his feet

CHORUS x 2

That's Shakespeare in love





a tub of häagen-dazs belgian choc + motivating songs + cab ride home = i wanna be happy.. [:

dedicated to 091009..

hyde park corner

tell them what you heard

nightmares

don't look back in anger

the great escape

gasp some fresh air

fondest of all

let it flow let it flow

épilogue

everything has an end too