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Welcome to this desolate 'space'.
i have an utterly cursed,
awfully predestined,
imperfectly created, tragically
wretched, sometimes insane,
always hysterical, almost
screwed-up life.
the more it clears the more i have to let you go.
To be continued.. Click 'Y'.
R I C H A R D
I can be very vibrant & rowdy at times you’d wished to shut me up by stuffing a stinky clog into my mouth. I can also be extremely quiet you can hear the horns from the Alps when I’m emo-ing.
I enjoy seeing people smile & break out in laughter. I hope I’m a jovial & lovable person to be around with.
Complying with my zodiac sign, I am an indecisive, flexible and inventive Gemini. My idea of a good time is a lively conversation.
I read and think a lot concurrently. But I am late and daydream perpetually. (sorry!)
Nihilistically made. I have no qualms in breaking restraints & taboos. But I love God.
I watch Wimbledon & French Open instead of World Cup. I am alive in darkness and completely dead in slight brightness.
Languages, photography, traveling, canine, tennis, literature & history conjure me up.
I have a fatal addiction to beautiful things.
I ain't someone who sits around waiting for my fairy godmother to plant a golden star on my forehead. But that depends...
Found my the other ½. ♥ A.N.G.I.E
Finally I think life should be an exploration filled with fun & excitement. I want my life to be an interactive stage play, without the help of narrators & scripts. I want surprises and I like them unpredictable.
Sanity
Belief
Somethin' i'm reliant on
Magic wand
Intelligence potion
Sleep with ease
Put down & Let go
Stop talkin' to myself
Up from my down
Our happy ending
A better life
help the most beautiful girl in the world to put on our wedding ring. <3
pay tributes to the 2 most important persons who gave me life and made great contributions by returning them a serene and peaceful retirement.
thank every single soul who'd helped me before. and i mean EVERYone.
visit different countries and witness sublimities with my buddies.
skydiving!
Welcome to this desolate 'space'.
Prélude
everything has a start
i have an utterly cursed,
awfully predestined,
imperfectly created, tragically
wretched, sometimes insane,
always hysterical, almost
screwed-up life.
the more it clears the more i have to let you go.
To be continued.. Click 'Y'.
underneath my skin
explore beyond the seeming
R I C H A R D
I can be very vibrant & rowdy at times you’d wished to shut me up by stuffing a stinky clog into my mouth. I can also be extremely quiet you can hear the horns from the Alps when I’m emo-ing.
I enjoy seeing people smile & break out in laughter. I hope I’m a jovial & lovable person to be around with.
Complying with my zodiac sign, I am an indecisive, flexible and inventive Gemini. My idea of a good time is a lively conversation.
I read and think a lot concurrently. But I am late and daydream perpetually. (sorry!)
Nihilistically made. I have no qualms in breaking restraints & taboos. But I love God.
I watch Wimbledon & French Open instead of World Cup. I am alive in darkness and completely dead in slight brightness.
Languages, photography, traveling, canine, tennis, literature & history conjure me up.
I have a fatal addiction to beautiful things.
I ain't someone who sits around waiting for my fairy godmother to plant a golden star on my forehead. But that depends...
Found my the other ½. ♥ A.N.G.I.E
Finally I think life should be an exploration filled with fun & excitement. I want my life to be an interactive stage play, without the help of narrators & scripts. I want surprises and I like them unpredictable.
i wish x 3
somehow i know they will never come true
Sanity
Belief
Somethin' i'm reliant on
Magic wand
Intelligence potion
Sleep with ease
Put down & Let go
Stop talkin' to myself
Up from my down
Our happy ending
A better life
my bucket list
before i kick the bucket...
help the most beautiful girl in the world to put on our wedding ring. <3
pay tributes to the 2 most important persons who gave me life and made great contributions by returning them a serene and peaceful retirement.
thank every single soul who'd helped me before. and i mean EVERYone.
visit different countries and witness sublimities with my buddies.
skydiving!
My friend said writing without ink might ease the pain.
But it didn't work.
i havent been blogging for a very long time. yes many things did happened indeed. but i dunno where to start from, i dunno how to end it, i dunno why i'm like this, i dunno wat's wrong with me now. i find that gradually i'm losing myself. (ok i know i've mentioned this many times. but seriously i am!)
a little pinch of aesthetic.
i feel insubstantial. i can only get rancour out of my life. i'd do anything if the turmoils can be made diminishable. i feel like i'm breaking down into pieces, bits by bits, blown away by the autumn wind, scattered all over and mingled with the yellowish dried leaves, and swept away by the sweeper and tada! RICHARD YOU'RE DEAD!
i almost gave up.
a little sense of solace.
Time
God seems to be kinda niggardly with time. especially when you're enjoying, the day just finishes faster. but when you're suffering, time passes by slowly. the feeling is like you're plodding from the weight of an elephant behind your back and you have to walk the silk road. hellish right?
i have no time for my books, fav dramas, take pictures, take up lessons to enrich myself, or even spend time with my family. GREAT!
a little moment of my own.
Impasse
there is no way back, once you're in this cul-de-sac, you can only keep on walking. i've mentioned before back then, i dun have a choice of my own life anymore, i'm perplexed by the complexity of the daily happenings. i'm still trying to fathom the intricacy of this puzzle.
Contradiction
*THIS PARAGRAPH HAS BEEN OMITTED DELIBERATELY TO AVOID MELANCHOLY OVERFLOW*
Wait
if life is a roller-coaster ride, mine is still at the boarding/alighting platform awaiting the operator to press the 'start' button. i have yet embarked on my own voyage. wat i am going through is just shit. PURE SHIT.
a little while of solitude.
i strongly believe that after all the ups and downs, at the end of the day i'll see a blue blue sky. a place where all jaded souls go after they have completed their mission.
a little glimpse of heaven.
But it didn't work.
a very sad post
Friday, November 14, 2008 [7:34 PM]
i havent been blogging for a very long time. yes many things did happened indeed. but i dunno where to start from, i dunno how to end it, i dunno why i'm like this, i dunno wat's wrong with me now. i find that gradually i'm losing myself. (ok i know i've mentioned this many times. but seriously i am!)
a little pinch of aesthetic.
i feel insubstantial. i can only get rancour out of my life. i'd do anything if the turmoils can be made diminishable. i feel like i'm breaking down into pieces, bits by bits, blown away by the autumn wind, scattered all over and mingled with the yellowish dried leaves, and swept away by the sweeper and tada! RICHARD YOU'RE DEAD!
i almost gave up.
a little sense of solace.
Time
God seems to be kinda niggardly with time. especially when you're enjoying, the day just finishes faster. but when you're suffering, time passes by slowly. the feeling is like you're plodding from the weight of an elephant behind your back and you have to walk the silk road. hellish right?
i have no time for my books, fav dramas, take pictures, take up lessons to enrich myself, or even spend time with my family. GREAT!
a little moment of my own.
Impasse
there is no way back, once you're in this cul-de-sac, you can only keep on walking. i've mentioned before back then, i dun have a choice of my own life anymore, i'm perplexed by the complexity of the daily happenings. i'm still trying to fathom the intricacy of this puzzle.
Contradiction
*THIS PARAGRAPH HAS BEEN OMITTED DELIBERATELY TO AVOID MELANCHOLY OVERFLOW*
Wait
if life is a roller-coaster ride, mine is still at the boarding/alighting platform awaiting the operator to press the 'start' button. i have yet embarked on my own voyage. wat i am going through is just shit. PURE SHIT.
a little while of solitude.
i strongly believe that after all the ups and downs, at the end of the day i'll see a blue blue sky. a place where all jaded souls go after they have completed their mission.
a little glimpse of heaven.
everything could have been better;
What's the matter with you?
Sing me somethin' new.
Sing me somethin' new.
hyde park corner
tell them what you heard
Take me to the place where you go, where nobody knows.
If it's not our day.
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The Saint says
Doggie wiki
ClubSNAP
Pbase
ACRES
Dogs in depth
Choose veg
OASIS Official Site
save the word
Behind the glamour & fame of Kpop..
flashbacks 2007
Confession of a son-of-a-bitch
the gone and the coming [photo shots]
First Book-out
When sadness overflows..
POC!!
BMT mates hangout 1 (vivo)
BMT mates hangout 2 (chalet)
My first negative comment about tanks.
Depressing 22
Best guard duty ever!
City Hall 200608 [photo shots]
3 consecutive happy days
My Frustration Fades Away with the Cicadas' Cries
iLuv [photo shots]
Every Cicada's Cry is a Step Ahead
Curious Incident of the Dog in the Day-Time [photo shots]
a very sad post... [photo shots]
flashbacks 2008
gucci-ed
how my life drained away like that
LV & many other revelations
FORLORN
before A..
苦中作樂
我要快樂
heaven always appears at the end
If it's not our day.
nightmares
don't look back in anger
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
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August 2008
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December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
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June 2009
July 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
May 2010
the great escape
gasp some fresh air
The Saint says
Doggie wiki
ClubSNAP
Pbase
ACRES
Dogs in depth
Choose veg
OASIS Official Site
save the word
fondest of all
let it flow let it flow
Behind the glamour & fame of Kpop..
flashbacks 2007
Confession of a son-of-a-bitch
the gone and the coming [photo shots]
First Book-out
When sadness overflows..
POC!!
BMT mates hangout 1 (vivo)
BMT mates hangout 2 (chalet)
My first negative comment about tanks.
Depressing 22
Best guard duty ever!
City Hall 200608 [photo shots]
3 consecutive happy days
My Frustration Fades Away with the Cicadas' Cries
iLuv [photo shots]
Every Cicada's Cry is a Step Ahead
Curious Incident of the Dog in the Day-Time [photo shots]
a very sad post... [photo shots]
flashbacks 2008
gucci-ed
how my life drained away like that
LV & many other revelations
FORLORN
before A..
苦中作樂
我要快樂
heaven always appears at the end
So say goodbye, o don't you cry.
Cuz true love never dies!
i choose to lead it the beautiful way.
since then i enshrine you
in every poetry works i
wrote. in commemoration
of that dewy morning i
woke up shattered. to
discover the bed was still
ironically warm when you
were indisputably gone..
p.s. i love you
Cuz true love never dies!
épilogue
everything has an end too
i choose to lead it the beautiful way.
since then i enshrine you
in every poetry works i
wrote. in commemoration
of that dewy morning i
woke up shattered. to
discover the bed was still
ironically warm when you
were indisputably gone..
p.s. i love you